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7TH DAY ...

2012-02-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

Wednesday February 8^th 2012 was the seventh day I’m here at SMK Datuk Patinggi Kedit (SMKDPK), Betong. Over the last few days I was entrusted with I guess quite an important job which to prepare Science Form 1 Progressive Test 1, will be held next two weeks. At first I was in shock and I was a bit lost of myself. I guess maybe because of loads of work came at me at once.

The first seven day was I bet the hardest day in a new teacher’s life. In that duration, I was trying to pull myself together to adapt myself with the surrounding and brand new job. I found out that planning was not my best arsenal. I was lost. A few times actually. Luckily Pn. Stella was eager to answer all my questions patiently. From the hows to whats to whens, this and that. She is nine months pregnant and expected to due next two weeks. A very patient teacher I guess.

The students. Oh my freaking God!~ some teachers had warn me about them and they said, students here are very friendly… “very” friendly! They tend to treat teachers like they treat their friend. Unacceptable jokes are one of other things that they did I cannot stand. They tend to make fun of other students’ name. like, calling names and stuff… It was hard to ensure that they listen at first, but as time flies, I manage to get their attentions. How? Try to blend or be among them but still make sure that they still can see the line… the student-teacher threshold. Firstly, warnings, and then actions. I use “Getah Lastik Cicak” to “teach” them some lesson. It was fun but very effective! Harharhar! And sometimes I hit them with my Daily Lesson Plan book! Those are my ways of connecting with students… Assertive! When to hit is the key. So that they did not questions my act. First week was zero punishment and the second week was the punishment week! Harharhar… Just trying to remember them that I am not to be messing with~

And, the Science Progressive Test’s is done! Ehehe~~

Nexxttttt!!!~~~

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Things You Can Tell Just By Looking At Someone’s Facebook « Thought Catalog

2011-06-16T02:51:00.000+08:00

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5 Types Of Women Men Avoid - iVillage

2011-06-16T02:50:00.000+08:00

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Insomnia

2011-06-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

Would you like to trade places with an insomniac? No? Okay, so it’s not such a great deal. I’ll admit that. But how about I give you a whole night’s experience, for free, and then you decide later. Okay? Here you go; dusk ‘til dawn, free of charge. Enjoy.

Dread the moment when everyone else peels off, one by one, to go to sleep. Pace around. Put some music on, turn the volume up, louder, louder, too loud – you’re waking them. Turn it off. Mess around on the internet: Facebook, Cracked, Stumbleupon. Decide you’re going to be intellectual. Turn the computer off, pick up a book. Read.

The letters start to swim before your eyes, your lids begin to droop. This is it! Quick, turn off the lights, lie in bed. Immediately, you’re awake again. But that’s just momentary, from moving, right? Stick it out. Lie there. Count the seconds, then the minutes. Turn the pillow over. Fluff the duvet. Too hot, too cold. Throw the duvet off the bed. Retrieve it. Turn over. Lie on your front, back, side. Turn round so that your feet are where your head used to be.

Give up. Turn the bedside lamp on, and pick up the book. It’s boring. Pick up another book, one of your favorites. Try to immerse yourself in the story. Fidget. Move to the kitchen, make some decaf tea. Play with the TV remote. Channel flick, but keep the sound low. Hate late-night TV, turn it off. Sit in your chair, clutching the mug. Don’t think, just sit.

Turn the radio on, settle on the sofa. Try to drop off as the disembodied voices lull you into a catatonic state. Realize that you really, really need to pee. But you can’t move now, you’ve just got comfortable, and you can’t open your eyes.

If you don’t move, you’re going to wet the sofa.

Go pee.

Now the soft, jovial voices on the radio are an irritating drone, so you turn it off and throw yourself, exasperated, back onto the sofa, sending it scraping across the floor. Wonder if there’s something wrong with you. Turn the computer back on. Google symptoms. Conclude you have a rare viral disease found only in the tropics, along with every mental condition you can find on Wikipedia. Spend ages conducting online personality tests, at first to see if there is something strange about you, then just to fill the hours. Find a friend in a different time zone. Skype them. Yawn. Get back in bed, keeping the lights on.

What did insomniacs do before the internet? Start to Google this question, then realize how ridiculous it is. Decide to go for a walk. Get dressed, put your shoes on. Check four times to make sure you’ve got your keys, because we all know what happened last time.

Breathe in the night air as the door slams behind you. Have no direction. Take the road you normally do, ending up somewhere you don’t want to be. Turn around. Go home. Let yourself in quietly, slowly. You wouldn’t want to wake anyone. Kick your shoes off, sit on the edge of the bed. Fall back into the duvet, legs dangling off the edge of the bed. Feel unable to move. Cry, silently. From this angle, the rivulets run strangely across your face. Stare at the ceiling until the tears dry. Open the curtains, notice the gentle light creeping in at the corners of the night.

Go to the kitchen, forget why you went in there. Hear birdsong. Decide you might as well stay awake now. Have a shower, get dressed, make breakfast. Think about getting some work done. Dismiss the idea.

This was the fourth waking night. Four nights since the alcohol-induced stupor, a desperate attempt to dupe your brain into shutting down. The novelty of waking up was dampened only by the pounding headache. Was it worth it?

Yes. Lips soundlessly form the answer that shouldn’t echo so resoundingly. Spending endless nights with your thoughts churning self-reflexively through a mind addled by fatigue does not engender self-love. That reprieve from the pretentious, repugnant, inevitable introspection was sweet, in spite of its brevity, in spite of your better judgement.

Wait impatiently for the rest of the world to wake up. People often tell you that you look tired. Of course I do, you think, but you’ve given up on saying that you couldn’t get to sleep. People make sympathetic noises, but they don’t really want to hear it. It’s not a real problem, is it? They assume that eventually, you will just drift off if you get tired enough. Obviously you’re drinking too much coffee, eating too late at night and worrying about things too much. So you have continued to stumble through work, school and life on the verge, not really awake, but unable to sleep. Spend the daylight hours willing your body to finally give in, break, and embrace oblivion.

As the greyness of dawn fades into morning, you promise yourself tonight. Tonight you will sleep.

5 Ways You Can Impress Me

2011-06-07T15:53:00.001+08:00

1. I shouldn’t be able to fuck up around you. After a certain period of time, I shouldn’t be able to do any one thing that causes you to hate me or revoke our friendship forever (unless that thing is like, killing your parents or raping your girlfriend or something). I shouldn’t be able to say or do something that changes your opinion of me from “my friend” to “a piece of shit” in a matter of seconds. You can impress me if you show me that that isn’t going to happen; that you accept me pretty much completely, that you can totally identify with my problems, that you’re willing to give me the benefit of the doubt, that you like me and that it’s like we’re on a team.

2. You say things that surprise me or intrigue me. You can impress me if it’s obvious to me that you’re interesting in a way that I can’t quite describe; if it’s obvious to me that you understand the world in an exciting way that I’m not fully able to comprehend. Therefore, I shouldn’t really be able to predict a good amount of your behavior, and so spending time together will be fun and interesting for me. I will value our friendship.

3. You’re genuine to such an extent that you rarely brush off or deflect conversations with clichés, but instead respond to what I say thoughtfully, truthfully, and without apparent discomfort (or, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me you feel uncomfortable; I am okay with that). In other words, when I ask you about your dad, for example, I’m probably trying to get a clear picture of who your dad is (because I’m interested in knowing more about you, because I like you, and because I like to know more about people who I like – this is honestly a pleasurable thing for me); I don’t want you to brush me off with “Oh, he’s fine.” As told, if you simply don’t want to talk about him, tell me you don’t – it’s better than passively denying my attempts to get information out of you. Of course, I wouldn’t want you to act this way if you didn’t want to act this way. My point is that you can impress me if it’s your nature or desire to communicate in this way; if you desire this out of yourself as well as me.

4. You won’t be offended when we have disagreements. You will understand that disagreements about opinions or facts are not intrinsically personal things. Disagreements are nothing more than two people interpreting a situation discordantly; this does not have to piss you off. You’re okay with me hating your favorite band, just as you’re okay with me saying a movie you liked a lot is stupid. To impress, me you should see disagreements as neutral or even exciting events in which you may learn something from the discussion consequent to the disagreement.

5. You’re able to see things from a different-yet-still logical perspective than me in such a way that we can often advise each other by offering our unique perspectives. Your perspective in essence needs to be sometimes-wider and sometimes-wiser than mine. You should assess situations with the same tools I assess situations with, but you should sometimes come to different conclusions. In turn I will be able to follow your logic exactly when you offer a new way of looking at my current problem, and so it will be refreshing and relieving for me to understand, identify with, and believe in what you’re telling me.

X-MEN: FIRST CLASS... WORTH WATCHING?

2011-06-04T22:52:00.004+08:00

Good day fella!!

Ok.. today’s entry is everything about X-MEN: FIRST CLASS experienced and reflection. I believe some of have watched the movie. So, how was it?? Is it fit your expectation?? Or did it rushes your adrenaline?? And I hope it did!

X-MEN: FIRST CLASS

but before that, i just wanted you guys to know that i watched the movie last friday with my high school's friends... we watched the movie at Medan Pelita, Kuching... when we bought the tickets, i was shocked to know that we were the forst one to buy the tickets... and then, my friend told me... "COBA KITAK NANGGA JAM TOK PUKOL BRAPA??!! KELAK PENUH LA WAYANG TOK!! SAMPEY LA JUAK EH!~" : lokk at the time! it's still early la beb! before we know it the cinema will be filled with action movies junkies!! <--sort off kind a like that in english~ehehe... and it is still early! we bought the tickets for hr 1530 show at hr1415!! ehehehehe......

while waiting, we walked around the place for a couple of drinks and few minutes in a bookstore... and i ended up buying a pick for my guitar lesson...

ok... about the movie...

honestly, i really really enjoyed myself watching the movies! the story is loads with actions and i personally love the subtle jokes!! if you wants yo know what i meant, watch it at your nearest cinema! ok... i will tell you a bit! just a tiny bit!~ hehehe.. you know that Mistique has the ability to transform her look into someone else, right? ok... charles xavier wants to show the CIA that mutants exist among them... he said to them that he can read people's thought... all the gentlemen in the room, well did not believe him.. they said it was some kind of a magic tricks as he read one of their minds... they still did not believe him and then, they made jokes out if it... and then, suddenly Mistique stood up and turn herself into one of the gentlemen... and then a very very very long pause while watching her... or him (she transformed into a man)...ahahaha...FYI, i giggled to myself while writing this because i still can't forget the look of their shocked faces!! ahahahahaha..... i love a good version of her!

down here is a peek of the mutants in X-MEN: FIRST CLASS.. my favorite?...hmmm... it's tough because they all has ind a very interesting features and ability! oh! Banshee is not in the picture! btw, it's him! ehehe... i like his character! kind a like a fraternity-ish kind a style... and cool hairstyle though!

one of the funny moment too~~~ahahahaha... alex kinda cute in his sweet innocent-ish country boy atitude in him! ehehe...

at the end, all the questions unfold themselves!!~

trust me on this one... the movie is worth your RM10!!!

i don't want to tell you guys the exact ending because i don't want to ruin the moment... here is the trailer!

what are you waiting for??!! go to the nearest cinema and watch!! make your friends envy your excitements after watching the movies!~ahahaha...

ok...daaa!~~~ till next time!

This Semester Break Is All 'Bout Boredom....

2011-06-02T17:52:00.003+08:00

Hye all! How was your day? I hope it’s fine…ehehehe

What? Mine? Don’t bother asking… as for today, I’ll write everything has happened for the first month of my break…

As y’all know, last semester was my last in UTM… but deep in my heart, I really really want to pursue Master study… but, unfortunately I can’t because I have a 5 years working contract bond with KPM…

Let’s just forget about that and continue…

My last entry was 2 months ago and since then i don’t have a chance to update my blog… well, my life’s come first! Hehehe…

A month at home feels like just few days! I have nothing much to do at home except for watching tv all day long… I really do want to do something beneficial like working or something but, you know…MALAS!~ ehehehe… btw, I applied for GSTT last two weeks and hoping that I get the job… so far, nothing… so I just wasting my time tv-ing at home and sometimes walking around Kuching…

And I tell you.. Kuching is not the same anymore… a year I’m in Johor and when I came back last month, I was surprised as I saw few developments here and there on my way back to home… and most of them are residential areas and shopping malls… just to inform you that, at Kuching we have The Spring shopping mall, opened a few years back… and next, The Summer is in progress! it’s just about 20 meters from UNIMAS! Guys! We have 2 seasons so far!! And I hope we have all 4 major seasons!!ehehehe…jangan jeles arr….

Aside from all that… what is my activity at home????? Well..NONE!!~ such a bore life this semester break… unlike previous break, I spend most of my time at my cousin’s but he’s working.. so he’s staying at his aunt’s at Tabuan… so, yup.. I’m bore to death here!!

I wish that I have something adventurous to do for this break..but, hmmm……takdek rezeki~~~ so, dudok umah is the best solution! Actually there’s or was actually, something interesting happened. Watson called me last two week and informed me that I’m one of the finalist for their Watson’s Campus Ambassador, Youth Award for The Most Hip Hairstyle!! I was really really happy to know that and I really really wants to go… the selection was at JB and I let that down because I just get home for about 1 week… so, I asked… “Where’s the next casting location?” I really hope they said in Kuching, but it will be in KL…Berjaya Times Square Hotel this Saturday… “anywhere else??” I asked again.. “Sorry only those two locations”….hmmm….. sadly, I have to let down the opportunity to become one of the Watson’s Campus Ambassador and RM3000 worth scholarship…. There’s such a happy story to tell…..T__T sob3~

So, right now I just wait for this weekend to come fast! JOM HEBOH WILL BE IN KUCHING!!! Ahahaha…. At least I have something fun to do with my friends here and not just sitting at home do nothing! Ehehe….

Ok.. until we meet again next time!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI GAWAI KEPADA SELURUH WARGA NEGERI SARAWAK!! GAYU GURU GERAI NYAMAI! NGIRUP TUAK ANANG SAMPAI PALAU!! Ehehehe…..

FINAL EGGJAM IS HERE!!

2011-04-27T17:09:00.002+08:00

oit! how was your day mate?

finally, the final examination for this semester is here...

normally i would say that this is the moment that if i could skip it, i will skip it with pleasure!

but, its not that simple huh... unless i dont want to graduate, than skip it as i want!...naaa....as i said, its not that simple..........sob T__T..

its not just that! final project presentation is around the corner!! harghhhhh!!!!

its just too stressful! with the final exam and the presentation and its not just that! my project is not even complete yet!!!~~ please kill me......okay. i take that back...please dont kill me...i want to graduate first!

i think i has been 2 months since my last entry..you know, i have been busy with things and stuff...and what the hell, i dont have enough time to put a new entry and even visit my own blog...

for, that might be all i want to share...but do visit my blog for further update!

oh! almost forgot... please pray for my success in this final examination y'all!!

that would be all!

my life sucks!

bye!

MY FIRST ACTOR CASTING!!~hehehe~^^

2011-03-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hello ladies and gentlemen!~ what was the most impressing thing happened to me today???...hmmmm….. Let me think bout it first..

First of all, I have TECS today. Huh~! What’s that? Ok… let me be honest… I don’t even know what exactly what was it!~~ahahaha… as far as I’m concern I pass the test with flying colours…. I conclude our oral discussion with something I don’t really think bout…. I said “We have reached an impressive conclusion” That was not all.. the examiner replied.. “If you say so…” ahahahahahah!~~ and I do really hope so…hehe

Ok…let that pass. I want to continue on something really really interesting happened to me today… hehe…

I went to a casting!!! An acting cast!!~h00hh0… that was the first time I’ve ever went to a casting!~ the experiences were really meaningful to me… you know.. everybody has their first time… well… this is my first time going to a casting… you know what, at first I never thought of thinking of becoming an actor.. but you know, God’s will… at first, I want to be a model.. but I don’t have the height and the look…huhu~ luckily I went to this one casting at UTM, Skudai last Januari and I was offered a role to play in theatre… see my previous entry!~~hehehehe…

I don’t have any pictures on our casting today but I try my best to tell it to you my beloved readers…

Actually, there are some of my members went to the casting also… our director, Abg Zamri, Abg Joe our manager, Abg Din “Bayu”, Abg Azmi “Adua” and few chorus actors Anis “Pelayan”, Zakiah “Isyki Kecil”, Siout “chorus dancer”, Hakim “chorus dancer” and me, myself and i!~~~~ also a chorus dancer….h0h0h0h0~

before we were able to be casted, we must fill in a form which requires a 4R photo of the candidate! And unfortunately we don’t bring any..hahahha…then, we have this bright idea to shoot our picture with a yellow wall as our background..luckily Siot have a cool gadget call Mobile phone with 8.1 megapixel camera!!!~~~h0h0h0… lucky us… so, we shoot right there and got it printed right after… we went all over Danga City Mall looking for a printing place since a printing shop nearby closed! DAMN!~~ and to be even worse…. There none of the shop at DCM even have a printing service!! So we “run” over to City Square to look for another shop… and we found one… fuhh!~ we have all covered……. BUT, Anis’ picture was not printed!!!! Let me clear this out… Siot did sent the picture to be printed but she forgot to print it… so we turn back to the shop and get her picture printed…

as soon as we reached AZ Academy, the casting location, we delivered our pictures to Abg Azmi, so that he can hand it over to Abg Joe since he was in the casting room…….

Actually we have another plan…. A WEDDING CEREMONY!!!! We went there and get our stomach full with mouth watering dishes and “Nasi Minyak” – local traditional food to be served on a wedding day….

But we went to the casting right after we went to Zakiah’s aunt’s boyfriend’s sister wedding…waaaa……so many “ ’s” ahahaha….

As soon as we step in, it was my turn!! Thank god I was partnered with Zakiah… we don’t really have this strong chemistry but we know each other well… hehe.. so, we can work together really well during the casting…hehehe…

Firstly, they asked us to introduce ourselves to the camera and then they asked us to sing! Fuhhh!~ luckily I can sing well….chehhhh…. and then, suddenly they asked me to read other script! But, I don’t have time to rehearse that!~ they only gave us 1 minute!!!!!HELPPPP!!!!~~~

So, I simply read the dialogue only a bit spice here and there to give it an extra umpphh… I have to do that! Otherwise they will not notice my talent~~~aahahaha… lucky to Zakiah because she had rehearse the script with my friend like a few times… so…well… she blew them away!!! And so did I ~~~~hehehe

And my friend’s turn… but I have to go down because my father called me on my phone but I didn’t picked up because I was in the casting room… so I went down to call them…awwww…. They said they miss me…. And so do I my beloved Ma and Pa…. sob3~~

Then, we went to Pasar Tani just to buy some time for us before training tonight… bought my favorite inner chicken part- LIVER!! Satay Hati Ayam!~~ OMG!~~~ it was so delicious!!!!~~~

And now, I’m at our training place writing this entry…waiting others to come and start our training for today………………

Adios amigos!

See you next time brother and sister!!

Nota Bulu Betis Yang A Bit Curly:

I have so much fun today because I have my first experience casting for a role in a movie~~~~hehehehe…hope I got the role…wish me luck guys!! *cross fingers*

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2011-03-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

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LOSING IS SUCKS BUT…WHAT IF IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT OF LOSING?

2011-02-23T12:47:00.003+08:00

Just want to let others know that, these 2 days I’ve been active in internet auction site. You know human have an interest to compete against others but losing is something that you can’t accept just by saying, it’s ok… it’s not your luck and you may try again later. But the problem is what if there is no next time? There is no second chance? How will you accept losing, huh?

You might have heard about bidding websites in the internet, right? Like pennyauction.my and something like that… but, I don’t have any problem with that pennyauction.my since I don’t have a chance to try it.

But the problem is this one. http://ilovelabels.my

These two days I’ve been bidding on this new latest iPod 8GB.. I really want that IPod and this site offers an exceptionally cheap price… and there’s a catch. You have to buy the credits to bid on items. That’s not the problem… that’s their way of making money.

The real problem is…

Just now, I bought 75 credits for RM135 to bid on that iPod because my credits were draining. So, I bought credits so that I’ll be able to bid again.. UNFORTUNATELY the bids DID NOT credited into my account and I was like, COME ON! PLEASE NOT AT THIS MOMENT!! I REALLY NEED THAT BID TO WIN AN iPod!! GOD!!~~

At first I thought may be because of the server, may be it might take a while since they show this in their site…

So, I wait… then a few minutes past. I’m afraid of losing this bet so I bought another 25 credits after 50 credits that did not credited into my account…AND EVEN RIGHT NOW, WHILE I’M WRITING THIS, MY BID CREDITS ARE STILL NOT UPDATED!! How this can be happening?! You deduct my money from my account like, ISTANTLY and you do not update my credits like ISTANTLY!!~URRRGGGHHHHHH!!~ that web site just ruined my happy mood for this whole day and I have test tomorrow!! Hope this feeling won’t take a long time to cool down. I hate this feeling! It makes me want to scold at every people I meet.

I wait again… and my bids are still not updated so I took my audacity to write a few emails to them.

The subject for my first email is… “Bids are not credited into my account” and I wrote this.

“My bids credit is not credited into my account and I need that bids urgently. I don’t want to lose this bet.”

Just that..and I checked my mail to check on the receipt… may be the transactions are not accepted. UNFORTUNATELY the transactions are accepted and they already deduct my money from my account. So, I took a liberty to write my second email with the same subject.

“My order number is yadayadayada and yadayadayada. My bids are not credited yet and my current bids are only 4 left. I need that credit like urgently. I don’t want to lose this bet.”

After and then, I was shocked… I LOSE THE BET!!!!! ARRGGGHHHHH!!! I have invest hundreds on this iPod and I got nothing! D.A.M.N!!

I wrote another email saying “I want my refund!” I wrote cursing email with everything was in capital letter and a lot of exclamation marks. I have rights regarding on this matter.

I keep refreshing the site like every 5 minutes while writing this entry and my credits are still not updated! I don’t know what is wrong with it, and I hope they will contact me soon. I wrote this in my email as a closure. “YOU KNOW MY NUMBER”. No thank you or everything because I lost my politeness and most of it my patient since I LOST THE BET AND THE REASON IS NOT BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE ANY BIDS LEFT, IT WAS THEIR SUCK SERVICE! How come they can deduct my money instantly and cannot afford to update my bids also instantly???????????

And I swear to myself I’ll get my refund no matter what! It’s RM135!! I can get a lot of things from that amount.

Do you want to know how much I invested to get that iPod? ALMOST RM300 not included that RM135!!!!~ and what did I get? NOTHING! Literally. I lost my money and my account is getting thinner. Fuhhh!~~ they made a lot of money huh…..

Let me ask you one simple question… who do not want an iPod for this price???

All I can say is “Aaal izz well” (all is well)…………………

Nota bulu betis yang a bit curly: there is no more next time for this kind of business for me. If I want something so badly, just sign up in ebay or something. At least I can buy something for that RM250 (exact amount) I lost for that unsure iPod. This is a great lesson for me. I suggest others will do the exact thing. Try not to lose any more money on something that is not sure if it is belong to you… take care!

Supa Dupa Hang Out...

2011-02-20T14:06:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

Welcome back!~ this entry is all about what I did on my weekends..

Well… almost most of it~ hehe…

As for last weekend, my friend and I went for a photo shoot at Istana Garden… at first, I’ve wondering the reason why most of photo shoot held there… and then, as I entered the place, my jaws dropped… I was mesmerized by the natural beauty of the place.. though it is not as beautiful as the New Zealand, but it is beautiful enough for me to be mesmerized!

I can’t believe that such place exist in the middle of a city! I asked my friend about the history of the place, but none of them know the exact story… so, I bottled up my questions… hehe~ none of my business I said.. ahahaha.. but, as long as I can enjoy myself, it’s enough already…

There have a abandoned mansion, was owned by some of the loyalty family I guess… I made that guess because the place is huge! Even my house + my grandparent’s house + my uncle’s house is not that big!~ and the arc just blew me away………. Such creation…

Enough with all the compliments which I don’t care so much about the history of the place….

THE CAM WHORIN’ SESSION!!~

These are some of the photo we took together… actually, we took a lot of them but Emirul (Siot) have not finish with all the enhancing yet… but, so far I’m satisfy of his job..hehehe~~here there are!

it's me look so tall!!!~~ahahaha... i like this picture of me so much because it make me feel good about my height!~~heheheeh~

from left: Anisz, Me, Emirul, Zakiah...

from left: emirul, amir (the photograopher), Me, Anisz, and Zakiah

and as a closure of the day... we all went to the J-Co in CS!~~ hehe...

having so much fun eating all the mouth watering doughnuts!!~fuh! betul betul kaw!!

ahahahaha....we took pictures also but unfortunately, i'm outside right now, at Kompleks Belia & Sukan, Larkin... waiting for others to come and start training for our mini monologue show this Monday night!!~

wish us the best of luck!!

chow guys!~~

nota bulu betis yg a bit curly: my first assignment for monologue and i still don't have a crystal clear about the play.........T__T but still, i hope i'll do the right thing to do!~~ *cross fingers*

Hmm... What are they going to say about the play?

2011-02-16T11:49:00.004+08:00

Heyy!! Wat’s up y’all?!~

I personally, would like to thank all of you readers for your tremendous support… You know, my blog is just celebrating its 4 years old birthday this year and fortunately, I have lots of readers from all around the world… Literally. Not that I want to brag about it, but you know… It’s a great accomplishment! I mean personal accomplishment… I know my followers are yet thousands of them but I’m grateful of my current 26 followers! Thank you guys!~ Love you so much!~~x0x0x

You know that one application in blog which allow you to know who have read your blog, right? The "Live Traffic View"... Yup! I bet you do… From my observation, most of my readers are not local. You know what I mean? Some of my readers are even from a country which I’ve never heard of!~ The thing is, the only entry that they read is the one that I wrote in English… As a blogger, I have this ambition, that is one day my readers would be thousands of them around the globe and even millions if God willing!~ *cross fingers*

And I came to this simple conclusion. After a few considerations, I’d like to write my entry in English again… yeayyyyyyyyy!!!~~~hehe^^v… Actually I wrote lots of my entry in English but you know, I’m human! You must get bored sometimes, right?! And surprisingly… so do I…ahahha..that’s not funny isn’t it?.. yeah I know.. huhu~

Let’s continue…

Previously, I wrote about me getting involved in something which can be considered as a new thing to me… A play or you might say it here, theatre! Yup!~ “Dance Poet Theatre”… Is it correct? I don’t know the exact term in English but the concept is similar to those musical theatre… only a bit more errrr poetic…hehehe~ and lots of dance move....ahahaha

Primadona… Perahu Mimpi is the title… the story is about a young lady, Dian being raped by one local. She went to a shelter place for a single mother and unlucky women, owned by a feminist, Dona. The place is also an entertainment house, serve customers with traditional dances and a specially brewed coffee called Kopi Janda. Most of the customers knew this place for that specialty.

Bayu (Dona’s son) and Isyki grew up together like siblings but as they grow up, Isyki does not want Bayu to be with her all the time anymore. Isyki thinks she is a grown up woman and other than that, she is secretly in love with someone. He is Aduka, the son of Tuan Rizal, the important person in the village. But in the same time, Bayu also has feelings towards Isyki, and Bayu was in vein when he knew about it.

One day, the whole mad villagers screamed and yelled to burn down her place. She cried towards the villagers and claimed the reason to burn her place. They claimed that the house has been practicing adultery as their business and that others refer this village as “The Slut’s Village”. She defended her only heritage with all her wits with supports from the members of the house. On the other hand, the backstabber, Goldsmith denied her kindness to protect those in needs by telling lies. He said Dona has provided meth and opium to some of the villagers.

They keep pointing fingers at each other’s face in hope that they could defend their own rights. But, Megat’s wife did not satisfy as they could not bring Dona and the members of the house down. They had been questioning about Bayu’s existance like who is the father and all. In the end, Walid admitted it in front of the villagers and the members of the house. They are all in great shocked as Walid explaining the reason he hides the fact that Bayu is his son. He could not accept Bayu before because of his imperfect condition, a spastic boy with incapability to walk and talk properly.

The heat between these two groups arised as their voice getting louder and louder right befoe Megat's wife tried to snatch Dian's baby. Then, Megat comes forward defending the baby from his wife. Megat’s wife questioned his stupid action because she needs that baby to inherit all their property since she can't bore any child herself. The truth came out as Megat open his mouth. The baby is his. They have just the time to get married before his mother send Dian off the place.

In the very end, Bonda (Isyki’s mother) told them the truth about her being raped by her own honored family, Tuan Rizal. As soon as all the truth came out, Tuan Rizal and his members retreated not to cause any other troubles. "This is all rubbish!", he cried. Sujana tried to comfort Dona with all his knowledge in religious and thus soothed her sobers down. The surrounding is filled with tears of joy as the members of the house praising to God for His kindness to save the place.

That’s the play is all about… I’m writing this entry is specially to review audiences’ comments and feedback regarding this play. These are some of the papers' review about the play… hehe~~

Local paper's review on the play..

Local paper's review on the play...

Aku Join Teater?Buat Hal Ke Ape Budak Nih??!!~

2011-01-15T02:42:00.002+08:00

Ok…kalau diperhatikan tajuk entri kali ni betul2… aku sendiri pun terfikir gak..termenung sendirian jap…chehhh… syok sendiri lebih!~akaka..

9 Januari (Ahad) lepas ada casting untuk teater puisi tari kat DSI..tajuk dia Primadona… Perahu Mimpi… aku pun datang r dengan berbekalkan azam dan tekad di dada…chehhh… baru join teater sikit dah mengada nak susun2 ayat puitis… cis~khak thui!~~ahahaha..

Tapi, tak ramai yang datang casting tu…sedih..T__T..dak2 TnT ade r bbrp org…Dak2 choir pom sama…kalau d tolak tambah berapa orang yang datang aku rasa dalam 15 orang kot…termasukla beberapa orang yang tidak dikenali… hehe^^

So, hari ni hari Jumaat (14 Jan)..means that kitorang dah practice ngan diorang dah masuk 5 hari…practice nun di sana kat Kompleks Belia dan Sukan kat Jotek, Larkin… Semangat aku masa “malam pertama”…hehe~~amende “malam pertama” tu??… sebab aku dah tak theatre virgin anymore!!!!aakakaka….gitchewwwwww*~~-intonasi seperti pomphuan2 sikit…aahahaha^^..sebab..tu la first time aku terlibat ngan teater!!~sebelum ni, tengok teater pom tak pernah..tetiba je jadi pelakon… alkesahnye~~

*Remy yang ajar cara sebut perkataan ni dengan penuh beretika kat aku…akakaka!dia cakap, mulut kena turun naik ikut flow “w” tu….cuba korang lak yang wat…mari sama2 sebut!~~1..2..3…gitchewwwwww….boleh?..akakaka*

POSTER RASMI TEATER PRIMADONA... PERAHU MIMPI.

Hokeh..masuk bab ceritera teater puisi tari PRIMADONA… PERAHU MIMPI…

kalau yang jenis dok berfacebook je seharian tu opkos r pernah dengar kan?kalau yang dok merenung buku je tuh camne?yang tu aku tak tahu nak komen macam mana…macam bukak sem je terus ade assignment~kan?hehe..

Nak bagi info sket bagi yang tak taw tu…PRIMADONA… PERAHU MIMPI ni adalah sebuah teater Puisi Tari bersempena dengan Program Amal Cahaya Kasih, kerjasama Unit Kebudayaan dan Kesenian, UTM & Pusat Pemulihan Dalam Komuniti (PDK) DUN Nusajaya, Grup Aspirasi Unik dan Jabatan Kebudayaan dan Kesenian Negara, Johor dan Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka Wilayah Selatan… berapa banyak “dan” rrrr….hehehe…aku tak tahu macam mana nak sambung ayat tu kalau tak guna perkataan tu…ahahaha

BUKU SKRIP

Aku berlakon??ahaha… macam menipu sangat bunyinye kan?aku sendiri pun tak caye yang aku ni boleh belakon…aku sendiri pun tingtong….boleh belakon ke?hehe..kalau nak judge, datang r tengok sendiri nanti ek~ teater ni start ditayangkan 28 Jan – 30 Jan nanti… alaaaa kat Dewan Sultan Iskandar je pom.. klu dak2 UTM cakap…kat DSI je pom..bkn nya jauh sgt!jalan kaki pun bolehhhhh…ahahaa.. ko sanggup??aku ok~~~~~..alah~takdek matinye pun kalau jalan kaki pegi DSI… penat tu belakang kira r..janji puashh!~huhuu…

Segmen FAQ!~^^

BILA NI?

BAYAR TAK, MASUK?

UTM PUNYA TEATER KE NI?

SIAPA YANG BELAKON DALAM TEATER NI?

Soalan paling biasa sekali dak2 UTM tanya setiap kali aku promote teater ni…bebuih mulut aku menjawab… ok..ni skema japan penuh untuk soklan2 di atas eh..

Soalan 1: BILA NI?

Teater ni start ditayangkan 28 Januari 2011 ni sampai la 30 Januari 2011… 3 hari nye event tuuu… hari Jemat sampai r hari Ahad.. yang hari Jemat tu, teater start pukul 845 malam… sama gak ngan hari Sabtu.. yang hari Ahad lak ada 2 sesi pementasan..pkol 3 petang ngan 845 malam…….ok?clear?

Soalan 2: BAYAR TAK, MASUK?

Simple je aku jawab soklan ni..sepatah “haah”…tak sampai sesat je, “alaaa…” ngeluh pulak diorang… pasal duit je mesti bukak buku kira2 kan…aku pom explain la dengan hati yang penuh tulus dan ikhlas… “kalau student, boleh dapat harga special RM10” diorang tanya lagik… “ni mesti duduk kat atas2, hujung2 skali nih..pastu kalau nak tengok mesti nak kena “macam ni macam ni” ni – sambil mendemonstrasikan cara orang kt tingkat 15 nak tengok orang kat bawah tanah… “eh tak r.. ni smua dok kat bawah ni…” yakin aku jawab…padahal tak sure lagi…ahahaha…tapi, naseb baek betol..akaka

skema jawapan dia macam sesi berdialog kannnn~~~ -intonasi seperti pomphuan2 sikit…hehehe^^

untuk list penuh harga tiket ade kat dalam flyers tu…RM20, RM 50 & RM100 <-RM100 ni tempat duduk VVVVVVIP nye tempat duduk..kalau korang nak feeling2 jadi VVVVVVIP..p beli tiket nih! takyah nak pikey2 lagi…aakakakaka:P

Soalan 3: UTM PUNYA TEATER KE NI?

Ok..buat pengetahuan peminat2 teater di luat sana..teater ni hasil produksi dari Grup Inspirasi Unik arahan Zamri Pangat…Karya Rahimah Muda… dak2 UTM ade gak terlibat..antaranya Mush, Amir, Tulus, and Siot…ecehcehceh..hehe~~ kalau Tulus memang background dia teater..pastu Siot lak pernah pegi uji bakat Pilih Kasih lagi~betapa keciknya aku ngan diorang ni….dah r aku ni yang xdek basic ape2…datang casting pun buat merapu2…ahahaha…tapi, nyanyian aku tak merapu r…nyanyian aku baek punya aku bagi~~~hehehe~Lagu Fly Me to The Moon ngan lagu Pantun Budi..ni dia 2 lagu yang membawa tuah kat aku… lagi se, yang nyanyi koir, teknikal2 stuff tu nanti pom ade gak dak2 UTM yang terlibat………….

Soalan 4: SIAPA YANG BELAKON DALAM TEATER NI?

pelakUn2 nye!!

Ni lak team produksi..

SEKIAN WABILLAHI TAUFIK WAL HIDAYAH WASSALAMUALAIKUM WA RAHMATULLAHI WA BAROKATUH…

Nota Bulu Betis: Selamat Menuntun semua!! P bawak kazen mengazen, sanak sedara, jiran sebelah rumah, orang2 kampung skali datang tengok… Sama2 lah kita menyokong seni teater tanah ayaq kita! Ni nak share sikit… Skali korang tengok teater, kompem lepas tu korang nye persepsi berubah… macam teater ni lebih membuka minda korang untuk berfikir sket selain boleh tambah vocab bahasa melayu kita yang tak seberapa ini……….

Kesah Azam Baru dan Seorang Nenek...

2011-01-02T17:29:00.001+08:00

PERHATIAN: CERITA INI TIADA KAITAN DENGAN YANG MASIH HIDUP MAHUPUN YANG TELAH MENINGGAL DUNIA. CERITA INI ADALAH UNTUK HIBURAN SEMATA-MATA. DIHARAP KALIN SEMUA TERHIBUR SELEPAS MEMBACANYA….hehehe~~

Ok..Ni ada kesah pasal azam baru seorang perogol dengan seorang nenek..

Kesah ni aku denganr semalam dari seorang kawan baik, Alister time kitorang “study group” kat rumah Eddrin semalam… Aku tak sure sangat detail cerita ni sebab aku dengar part2 belakang je… tapi ak catch up r..

Al Kesah…

Kisah ni bermula di sebuah kawasan perkampungan….

Bersempana dengan tahun baru, semua orang dok sebok nak buat azam baru… So, seorang perogol bersiri ni pun nak jgk r buat azam baru dia sendiri… Azam baru dia is dia akan berhenti merogol… Baek punya azam…TAPI, sebelum dia nak kotakan azam baru dia tu, dia cakap dengan diri dia sendiri.

“Aku nak rogol orang buat kali terakhir. Sebab lepas ni aku dah tak boleh rogol orang lagi dah”.. Si perogol tu cakap… Tp, kalu d fikir2 balik, betol jgk kn?...hahahaha

Then, dia pegi r mencari mangsa… dia pegi try mengintai orang mandi, dia pegi rumah ni, lelaki yang mandi… “Laaa…. Jantan pulak….” Katanya….

Dia pegi cuba kat rumah lain..lelaki jugak yang mandi… “Kenapa smua jantan pulak yang mandi hari ni??!” Perogol tu marah….

Pastu, sampai r kt satu rumah ni… jeng jeng jeng~~~dia dok intai2,pompuan yang mandi… “Yes!” kata perogol tu.... Akhirnya…..

“Alaaa…dh x thn dh ni..” dia pun terjah perempuan tu…

Ni kan kawakan kampong, orang kampong dulu kan bilik mandi diorang guna kayu je…ade r lobang sana sini… Dia robohkan kayu rapuh tu and terkam pompuan tu!~

Sekali punya terjah…nenek pulak deh… ahahahah… “NENEK TUA PULAK??!!”

Sekali nampak nenek, dia nak cancel hajat dia...Dah nak lari dah ni!~ sekali dia ternampak gigi emas… hehehe~~

“BAEK AKU ROMPAK GIGI EMAS NENEK NI.. DAPAT DUIT SIKIT NANTI”…

Dia paksa nenek tu bagi gigi emas dia tu.. “BAK SINI GIGI EMAS KO TUH!!” kata perogol tu…

“AKU TAK MAW!!~~mak cik tu menjerit…

Perogol tu pun cakap.. “KALO KO TAK BAGI GIGI EMAS KO TUH AKU ROGOL KAU!~”

Nenek tu senyum je… hehehe~~ “NENEK TAK NAK BAGI LAH KALAU MACAM TU…….” Kata nenek tu dgn tune yang ngade2…..akakakaka….

Perogol tu pun rogol nenek tu…!!~~~ Pastu, dia lari ngan gigi emas nenek tu skali….. hahahahaha…

And then nenek tua tu pun bangun and berdiri kat cermin… “LEGA”…kata nenek tu sambil senyum2….Dia pun tengok r gigi emas dia….Haah…memang betul hilang satu gigi emas dia… Eh?..tiba2 nenek tu nampka lagi satu gigi emas dia…. “EH!~~ADA LAGI SATU GIGI EMAS!!~~JERIT NENEK TU SAMBIL SENYUM SEKSI…”.. Nenek tu pun lari and kejar perogol tu balik… “ABANG PEROGOL!~~ADA LAGI SATU GIGI EMAS NI….CEPAT LA AMBEK…KAKAK TAK NAK BAGI KAT U NI~~~~”…kata mak cik tu….hehehe…. Mak cik tu sedih sebab perogol tu lari cepat sangat… Nenek tu tak boleh nak kejar…………

Lepas je peristiwa tu, nenek tu pulak yang buat hal… jeng jeng jeng~~~

Dia pulak yang jadi pengintai lelaki mandi… ahahahahaha

Hari pertama, dia pegi mengintai kat rumah sorang mamat ni..mamat tu tengah mandi bogel… “WOW…. TOUGH… NENEK SUKEEE”… kata nenek tu….Nenek tu tu pun ape lagi…

Tak berkelip mata dia tengak mamat tu mandi~~ahahaha

Lepas nenek tu ngintai kali pertama, nenek tu rasa macam best pulak ngintai mamat ni mandi…

Keesokan harinya, nenek tu pun pegi r ngintai lagi… Mamat tu perasan ada orang dok ngintai dia mandi… dia perasaan sebab dia nampak macam ade orang dari celah2 kayu bilik mandi dia….Dia tengok punya tengok, seorang nenek lak… Dia warning nenek tu.. “KALAU MAK CIK NGINTAI SAYA MANDI LAGI, SAYA REPORT NGAN PENGHULU”… Mak cik tu pun lari…..

Mamat ni ingat, dah setel dah… sekali besoknya, nenek tu ngintai lagi!!!… Mamat ni memang naik hangin giler r… Dia pun bagi warning lagi kat nenek tu… “KALAU MAK CIK NGINTAI SAYA LAGI SAYA REPORT NGAN PENGHULU”… Nenek tu masih lagi kt situ… tersipu-sipu malu lak nenek tu kat situ…

Mamat tu warning lagi “KALAU MAKCIK NGINTAI SAYA LAGI LEPAS NIH, SAYA BETUL2 REPORT NGAN PENGHULU KANG!~”… Nenek tu still lagi kat situ….

And then, mamat tu bagi warning baek punya

“KALAU MAK CIKNGINTAI SAYA LAGI, SAYA ROGOL MAK CIK”

Nenek tu pun diam sekejap..dalam keadaan tersipu-sipu malu dia tu…then nenek tu cakap….

“JANJI TAU….”

AHAHAHAHAHAHA………..

Nota Bulu Betis: KEVAVOOM punya nenek tua!~~ahahahaha....

New Year = New Game

2011-01-01T15:35:00.004+08:00

Last night, I have posted a "Number Game" on my FB page.. The game is like this...

"Select a unique number between 0 and 5000 and send it to my inbox. Then I'll post something about the sender on my wall according to the number I've recieved. The catch is, only the sender and I knows which person I'm talking about since only both of us know the number!"

I got this game from my best friend in Kuching, Mohd IkhwanAFI. Well of course I gave it a try before I posted it on my FB wall. I kinda like what he write bout me and I feel happy for it! Than I decided to play the game. My reason is simply to create happiness among my friends. Hoping that they will be ready for 2011~!

Here are some of the numbers selected and what I've written bout the sender! Hope you guys enjoy reading it.... Firstly, the arrangement is in random, there is no who's the first and the last...ok? I love you guys... Oh! All of these are unedited, it's the same words that I have written last night. Thanks for your participation friends!~

You know your own number, right?

‎0008

she has a good scene of fashion.i love the white lace blouse you wore to Pdg Bsr..and i dont know y,when i see u i see a big teddy bear~ahahaha..haven't hang around much but still u catch my eyes with that hat on the bear..love it!
x0x0 Mushy Mush

0818

she's very kind to since in choir and until now.not a very tall person*hehe* yet hav a soprano voice guys!dun judge a book by it's cover..sweet and pretty though.good thing comes from a small package. and she is kinda small..*joking*hehe...but i only have a memory of her wearing pink..i dont know why..but..yeah..kinda
x0x0 Mushy ...

‎1309

fuh!~another easy going,happening,n above all sweet person..cehh..iboh suk kedirik r~=P..she's left handed,she's like a sister to my best friend, umar.owez bekepit2 ngn umar~~becoz they shares problem together..she's also a joke cracker and she has a loud voice but it suits her very well..not a flaw at all,but her charm..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎0007

no doubt that she's a humble person.i think no one knew who she really is..hehe~she really love to laugh.."akakaka"..and travel a lot..say hong kong,korea,china,singapore..that's what i know..how bout that i don't know?..haaaa..may b she's been all around the world already..who knows?she's a bit secrecy bout her life..and she even hide his bf!akakaka..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

5555

she's a beautiful, and a graceful person.i know her from my best friend which is her roommate's course mate.although we haven't hang around much but i like the way she smile and laugh..cehhh~no heart feelings r~she's a good friend though.
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎1301

back to the 90's.i think we've been a friend since i can remember.pre-school, n primary. hard to recall back but i think we hav a great time together as friend.we played games,cracked jokes and she's a smart person.she's a good competitor in Math..i admit it she was good in math..and i miss my primary's friend..hope to cath with u guys soon..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎3939

another dearest friend of mine. she was my good friend in high school and still is!.we love to crack a joke and laugh like hell.wat the heck~once we get together,the whole place will turn into some kind of teenage gathering place!akaka.miss the moment when we make fun of people..akkaka..btw,she's my best friend too..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎0688

i told him to change the nmbr and he simply just added one!ahaha..i know him from a social page..until now he already gav me a lot of "love"..from 0 love to 70% love..hehe..i know him a while now and i'm ok with him..nothing musch to say because we haven't each other well yet..hope we can know each other better in the future..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎0605

I dont know where to begin with this one..she's kinda hav a strong leadership, easy going and funny person.she has a loud voice and it suits her very well..knows how to play a bunch of music instruments..say accordion..yeah..u know her..hehehe~
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎6558

though we've known each other for not too long..bout a month i guess but we share our moment like we've known for a long period of time..she's a funny person,hav a great voice but sometimes a bit pitchy..same goes 2 me..akaka..i enjoy to get to know her..
x0x0 Mushy Mush

1305

he is the dearest friend of mine. he concern about my being since we've known each other. to b exact, he was my classmate since 2001 till 2005..but in 2003 kinda not..hehe..i owez called him "POR" no matter wat he said bout it.hehe..No No Ye Ey is his kinda thing..HE IS MY BEST FRIEND...
x0x0 Mushy Mush

‎9292

ok..this person was my junior in high school. she was a friend of mine, and also a good junior. i have not much memory of her but as far as i can remember, she was a friend of a friend...a good one...

‎1503

We know each other through sports, although we went to the same matriculation but we never talk to each other just bumping here and there around the campus.Here I get to know him even more.For me,he is super tall and slim.He always wanted to be a model and he loves Tyra Banks.I guess..Another joke cracker and he likes to "gotcha" people with his serious face...akaka
x0x0 Mushy Mush

Nota Bulu Betis: I clearly write this: "SELECT A NUMBER BETWEEN 0 AND 5000" and yet some "unknown" person simply pick 6558 and 9292!~~Yup! You know it's "you" huh... to not let them down, i write about them either.... to those who wanted to try this game, simply follow the instruction above..wayyyy above...ok?...

Au Revoir 2010...

2010-12-31T20:00:00.003+08:00

Good Bye 2010 and Welcome 2011

Dear readers,

My head is blank now.. Just don't know what am I suppose to write as my very last entry this year... Right now is 8:28 pm and in about less than 4 hours we will be welcoming the year of 2011... Let's put 2010 in review before we walk 2011 through...

As usual we will list down our brand new goal and dream... But before that, how many of you have achieved your last year's goals?? Did you achieved it with pride? or Did you put full afford to complete it? or worst, Did you cheated to complete it?

Some might say this. "Whatever! As long as I Achieved my goal"

Yup.. I have no right to say that your achievement is not valid, but I personally think that as you bragging stories about your accomplishment, you are LYING about it.

How about those whom did not fulfill their check list of goals and achievements?

Hehe... That's not a big deal... What do you think 2011 is for? To pursue your dreams, of course!

Don't bother crying just because you have not fulfill your goal this year... Remember! God has His own plan for us... May be He thinks that the goal is not very meaningful for you to achieve it this year... or may be He promises one very good moment for you to achieve it this year.. Who knows? He works in a mysterious way... Right?

As for myself, I don't have an exact goal in any particular year, but during these time, each and every new year's eve... I said a promise to myself... One simple promise.

"MUST DO MY VERY BEST! MAKE THIS YEAR IS BETTER THAN THE LAST YEAR AND NEXT YEAR IS EVEN BETTER THAN THIS YEAR"

Well of course "My Very Best" is not necessarily "Your Very Best"... For you, may be like winning a gold medal in Olympics is your very best, but for me, not being a finalist in Acoustic Band competition is my best. Not because I did not make it, yet because I have tried my very best to be listed as a finalist... which I don't... hehe~ xde rejeki...

Winning and Losing is an ordinary thing in a competition. But say this to ourself. "There are no losing team, ONLY winning team". Why only winners? Simply because we succeed to do our very best to perform it!

I wanted to make this short because I have to prepare myself on the celebration tonight, but for you, I tried my best to write more.

Memories and experiences with friends are the most meaningful things for us as teenagers and a grown man. These will guide and lead us to make a better decision in life. Remember this, an important decision in your life is never an easy decision to make. It might cost you something priceless. One big sacrifice requires you to do a lot of small sacrifices.

Those experiences will be your personal guide to a better life in the future.

Ok... What is/are your new goal(s) or dream(s) for 2011? Make sure that it is worth to put an effort for and achieving it is a great accomplishment to yourself. Make a big goal that will affects yourself and even better, your surroundings. Make them like the new YOU... give them no reason to dislike the new YOU... That's the goal about... Not like, "Ok, this year I wanna have a PSP"...Wait. Is that a goal? For me, you can get a PSP as a treat to your hardwork! Your goal should be priceless! Not in term of money of course... Duhh~~

Goal should be like "I will quit smoking this year".

" I want to send my parents to Mecca, to perform Haj"

"I want to be a better Singer"

Something like that... Don't bother setting a materialistic goal. Just keep that to yourself and buy it as a treat to your hardwork.

As for me, since I do not have a monthly income, so i cannot set a goal like sending my parents to perform Haj in Mecca... That would be like suicidal! Instead of that, I set a promise to always make a phone call to them. Let say, once in a week or something... But not necessarily everyday!~

The most important thing is,

NOT TO MAKE A GOAL/ DREAM THAT IS NOT PLAUSIBLE

Get It?

Before I end this last entry for this year, I personally want to apologies for any mistake and misbehave that might offended your feeling.

AMPUN DAN MAAF DIPINTA SEMPENA TAHUN BARU YANG BAKAL MENJELMA

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~

ENJOY THE FIREWORKS BELOW....

From me...

NOTA BULU BETIS: EVERYTHING WORTH HAVING IS WORTH WAITING FOR!~x0x0

LAHIRNYA SEORANG “AKU”

2010-12-28T14:57:00.004+08:00

Selamat Tinggal 2010, Selamat Datang 2011...

Terlalu banyak yang telah dilalui sepanjang kita meniti usia hidup...

Entry kali ni ak nk bercerita sikit tentang susun alur kisah kehidupan seseorang - "AKU"

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG PEMURAH LAGI MAHA MENGASIHANI...

“Anak itu ibarat kain putih yang bersih suci. Ibu bapa yang akan mencorakkan bentangan itu. Jika putih yang dilakarkan, maka akan bersih, mulia dan bermaruahlah sifat hidup anak itu. Jika hitam yang dicalitkan, akan bernanahlah perjalanan kisah hidupnya”

Itulah kata-kata pujangga yang sering terngiang tatkala berbicara soal anak.

Aku senantiasa bertanya kepada diriku sendiri…

“Siapakah aku di dunia ini?”

“Sucikah aku?”

“Muliakah aku?”

Soalan demi soalan bermain di benak fikiranku. Kadang-kadang, ku pendam sendirian akan kesatikan itu. Dalam dingin malam, suara kecil hati berbisik…

“Kau anak suci!”

“Kau anak mulia!”

Kerana engkau telah diciptakan oleh Allah Yang Maha Menciptakan, dan merencanakan perjalanan yang terbaik untukmu…

Dari setitis air suci, benih kehidupan bertukar menjadi segumpal darah, membesar menjadi daging, temulang mulai tubuh halus tersusun sebelum menjadi seorang bayi suci. Tanggal 02 MEI 1988 dibening Subuh, suara azan berkumandang di ruang langit. Penantian 9 bulan 9 hari itu berakhir dengan tangisan keriangan setelah aku dilahirkan. Lahirlah aku sebagai sebaik-baik kejadian oleh-Nya bagi menyambung wasiat para Anbiya’.

Anak itu ialah “aku”, pasangan bahagia MAHIDI BIN HJ GOMBIS dan DARA BINTI UNUS menyambutku dengan tangisan keriangan, walaupun aku menangis kuat menerima hakikat yang aku bakal penerus kehidupan. “Aku” diberi nama MOHD MUSA BIN MAHIDI oleh pasangan itu. Sungguh indah nama putera KEEMPAT itu. Seperti nama para Anbiya’.

Perjalanan kehidupan aku bermula seperti kisah di kayangan. Bimbingan dan belaian yang diberikan bagai menatang minyak yang penuh. Tidak sedikit pun kurasakan berkurang sehingga aku bergelar anak dewasa… dari saat aku menangis, saat aku ketawa, saat aku mula meniarap, merangkak, bertatih, dan memanggil dirimu “ibu”… kau gigihkan semangat sehingga aku memulakan langkah pertamaku dan sehingga aku berlari… engkau telah menjadikan aku sempurna di matamu…ayah dan bonda ku…

Dahulu aku buta huruf, kau curahkan segala keringat yang ada untuk menghantar aku menuntut ilmu. Semakin aku meningkat usia, dari buta huruf aku kenal aksara… aku mula mengeja… dan aku mula boleh membaca, dan lantas mengira… ya, aku yang dulu tidak mampu berbuat apa, aku yang kini mampu membalas jasa…

Tiada ucapan yang mampu diukir selain rasa bersyukur dan terima kasih ke atas ALLAH SWT kerana Dia telah menjadikan aku sempurna akal dan sempurna fikiran. Aku bersyukur, walau jalan kehidupanku berliku, gagah itu perlu kata ayah dan bonda ku..

“HAWA DICIPTAKAN UNTUK ADAM”…

“Mungkinkah akan ada “HAWA” ku?

Perjalan hidup tidak seindah yang diharapkan… ku sangka panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari… di saat aku perlukan bimbingan, kau ada di kiri dan kanan… di saat aku menitiskan air mata kesedihan, kau ada memberikan harapan… di saat aku senyum peroleh kejayaan, kau juga ada berpimpin tangan… indah saat itu, walau itu saat dukaku…

Benar sekali kata mereka, “Alam remaja itu bermula segala kisah suka dan duka”. Di sini juga aku memulakan lembaran baru kisah kehidupan. Di sini aku kenal manisnya punyai rakan sejiwa, girangnya saat jatuh cinta, pahitnya punyai rakan seperti nila, pedihnya saat mencari diri ini siapa dan sakitnya saat putus cinta… segala apa yang ada di sini penuh pancaroba..

Di sini juga aku kenal maksud, duri dalam daging, api dalam sekam, gunting dalam lipatan dan segala macam tikam menikam… namun itu menjadikan aku dewasa… menjadikan aku bijak menyusun rencana…

Kini aku sudah mulai dewasa… segala suka duka menjadi susun atur kisah lama… aku juga mulai sedar untuk melepaskan segala serpihan lama yang masih ada… aku dewasa bukan remaja… Pilihlah: Menjadi dewasa atau sekadar di takuk lama…

“Put a step in front and before you know it, you are running”

Sebelum bicara di kunci rapi, iniliah dia coretan hati...

“If You Wanna…”

If you wanna sing out…SING OUT

If you wanna be free… BE FREE

There’s a million things to be

You know that there are…

If you wanna live high… LIVE HIGH

If you wanna live low… LIVE LOW

There’s a million ways to go

You know that there are…

You can do what you want

The opportunity’s on

And if you find a new way

You can do it today

You can make it all true

And you can make it undo

You see…

You only need to know

If you wanna say yes… SAY YES

If you wanna say no… SAY NO

There’s a million ways to go

You know that there are

Sacredly from Mushy Mush

Sama-samalah kita berdoa agar 2011 menjanjikan yang terbaik buat kita semua.

nota bulu kaki: so, apa mcm check list azam 2010?smua dh tick?..klu blm, ada lg 3 hari untuk sempurnakan azam 2010 anda...^^

Would you rather have 24 hour sunlight or 24 hour darkness?

2010-12-27T13:46:00.001+08:00

ermm...hard one..i would say 24 hours night rather than darkness..because night have a great sky view..the stars, the moon...and street lights at night is also beautiful..^^

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2010-12-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

Ask me any damn thing http://formspring.me/mushfc

Let's say you found a camera with some private photos of shakira. Just when you're thinking of sell the photos to paparazzi, she visits you and asks you to return the camera to her. She says she'd do anything to have it back. What would you do?

2010-12-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

i would say this to her,"you have to make me famous first, then i give you the pictures. like sing few song with me in your next album?"...akakakaka

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If the universe is expanding, it must be expanding into something. If I could see beyond the edge, what would I see?

2010-12-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

i think it's a cliff...give an example like a balloon..when we fill it with air,its expanding from the inside but if we look the balloon itself, outside the balloon is nothing...thats y i think its a cliff..hehe^^

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2010-12-26T22:56:00.005+08:00

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kalau BFF anda bercinta dengan JIRAN sebelah rumah kan, memg BFF kau tu hari2 datang rumah kau nak JENGUK jiran sebelah rumah tu~ RIMAS tak? AMAN x?

2010-12-26T22:56:00.003+08:00

klu dh nama bff tu..x r rimas..sokong lg ada....

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malam ni formspring gempak habis ~ selalu sunyi je kan~

2010-12-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

blh thn r..klu ramai yg log in gempak la..haha

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Would you rather have 24 hour sunlight or 24 hour darkness?

formspring.me

Let's say you found a camera with some private photos of shakira. Just when you're thinking of sell the photos to paparazzi, she visits you and asks you to return the camera to her. She says she'd do anything to have it back. What would you do?

If the universe is expanding, it must be expanding into something. If I could see beyond the edge, what would I see?

FOLOW BLOG saya : http://alinn-alinn.blogspot.com

kalau BFF anda bercinta dengan JIRAN sebelah rumah kan, memg BFF kau tu hari2 datang rumah kau nak JENGUK jiran sebelah rumah tu~ RIMAS tak? AMAN x?

malam ni formspring gempak habis ~ selalu sunyi je kan~

MY FIRST ACTOR CASTING!!~hehehe~^^