Cancer?...please pray for me...
hello my friends!~today is about my health. i'm sorry if today's topic a bit boring to some of you..duh!~who cares!~hehe...just kidding...actually this time a bit serious..serious topic i mean...health..every single person on earth do care about their health being...once they fall sick, their daily routines are affected..to some, they cannot make money...it's suck if we fall sick, right?...some may not agree...of course..in Islam, if you fall sick, that's mean Allah does care about you..He wants to put a test on you...hmm..say that you're sick..He wants to see whether you perform His order or not...like Solat and all those compulsory things...
back to my problem...it has been a week now since i have this problem..that is my "waste" contains blood...yes..you read it right..blood in my poo!!..this is the first time i encounter this situation..i was really shocked..then, on the same day(Thursday) i went directly to the Health Centre here at UTM..i told him all the symptoms...dark-red-blood, stomach ache, diarrhea, and my abs feels like cram..within a split seconds, the doctor said..pile(buasir)..ait!~i told him i didn't feel any pain while-you know..then, he anwered.."hmmm...that's normal when you have pile"...OMG!~i really wants to scream...then he gave me these tablets...just like that??!!..and then he said, you eat these tablets, and if you encounter blood in your waste again, come again...the other doctor will diagnose you...i said to myself..HELL NO!~~i want the answer now!~
i only eat a few since the day he gave me this...fcuk you!~
at night on the same day...blood again!!OMG!~this time i really really scared...then i eat the tablets la...accordingly...then, the next day(friday)...blood again..but not as many as last night...i wanted to go to Health Centre (PK) again but that day was a public holiday...so i just keep it to myself...this situation continues until...on Sunday's afternoon...the blood is everywhere!!~~the water in the toilet bin changes completely dark red!!OMG.OMG.OMG..this time i said i really need to go again...then, my friends advise me to go the hospital..and i agreed..but, i said it's better to have a refer letter from the PK..they agreed..hope i can go this Wednesday...
the story is going even dramatic when i started google it..i typed "najis berdarah" and i found this............please pray for me.....
"Manakala, darah yang berwarna merah gelap diandaikan berpunca dari sumber pendarahan yang lebih dalam iaitu bahagian awal usus besar seperti sekum ataupun bahagian akhir usus kecil iaitu ileum,’’ ujar Dr. Abd. Hamid Mat Sain.
Terdapat juga penyakit dalaman yang telah mengubah kecairan darah dengan menyebabkan sel-sel darah menyerap keluar dari dinding-dinding usus ke dalam rongganya seperti kanser sel darah, leukemia.
Sementara itu, pendarahan yang berwarna merah gelap dalam kuantiti yang sedikit dan bercampur-baur dengan najis menimbulkan syak tentang penyakit kanser usus.
when i read this article, i'm in shocked and depress...i don't know what is going on..i started to think about bad things...i don't want to talk about it...
i wanted to go on Monday but my scheduled was a bit pack..so i'm planning to go on the next day..actually i wrote this just after i went to the PK...i told the doctor everything about the symptoms and what did the previous doctor have told me...and surprisingly..he said the same thing..but, what make it funny was..HE SAID I HAVE PILE, AND GASTRIC..add another one!!~i told the doctor, this time it wasn't gastric..this time my whole stomach and abdomen hurts...and the blood still came out every time i go to the toilet...he said..your abs hurt MAYBE because of some other thing..and HE DIDN'T SAID WHAT IS THE OTHER THING WAS!!!..urgghhh!!~~and my anus also doesn't hurt-i told him....when i requested for refer letter..he said..WHAT FOR?...urghhh!!i want to kill him..and he said again...go to the hospital at your place la..and check/ diagnose there..OMG.OMG.OMG...he already knows i live in Sarawak because he already asked..yet, he insist not giving me the letter!~~OMG.OMG.OMG...which means, 3 more months to know my condition??~~what if it does a cancer??...i'm boiling!!!!!!~OMG.OMG.OMG...
the funny things continues...according to him, i have pile and gastric..but, HE GAVE ME COMPLETELY DIFFERENT TABLET FROM THE PREVIOUS DOCTOR...see below...OMG.OMG.OMG..does the same sickness requires you to eat different kind of tablets?..if i sum up all the tablets i have in my hands..i have to eat 7 TABLETS just because i have PILE?!~~~OMG.OMG.OMG.....
another tablets to eat???.....whatever!~
i requested this because mine is already empty..hoho~~it's FOC!
what i'm concern the most is this statement..... please pray for me...
‘‘Betapa banyak kes-kes pesakit yang begitu lama dilabel sebagai mengalami penyakit buasir tetapi setelah pendarahan terus berlaku, ia hanya memerlukan seorang doktor melakukan satu pemeriksaan dubur untuk mendiagnosis kanser rektum,’’ kata Dr. Abd. Hamid.
for further reading: http://bit.ly/bxYzZr
i'm planning to go to Hospital Sultanah Amaninah for further medical check up..i don't want this happens to me!~~please pray for me.....
i search for the symptoms and i found....
- Perubahan di dalam tabiat usus termasuk diarea/cirit-birit atau sembelit atau perubahan tabiat membuang air besar anda buat beberapa minggu (YES)
- Najis yang ‘sempit’ (NOT SURE)
- Perdarahan rektal atau najis berdarah (OBVIOUSLY)
- Rasa tidak selesa pada abdomen yang berterusan seperti kekejangan, angin atau rasa sakit (YES)
- Abdomen sakit apabila membuang air besar (SOMETIMES)
- Rasa seperti usus tidak dikosongkan sepenuhnya (YES-I GO TO THE TOILET LIKE 3 TIMES A DAY!)
- Kehilangan berat badan yang tidak diketahui puncanya. (DON'T KNOW MY WEIGHT YET)
the black label is what i'm encounter right now...
for further reading: http://bit.ly/9N8p1c
signing off..........
P/S:..PLEASE PRAY FOR ME....
i'm freaked out because i know this one guy in my faculty..he went to PK each time he had stomach ache...i don't know what had PK said to him..but, he only knew that he have KIDNEY PROBLEM until he went to Hospital Sultanah Zanariah...unfortunately, he's gone now..to heaven.......................................may God always by his side...let's pray for him......
5 comments:
OMG mushy! god bless!!
laju juga ko me-ngomen sofi!~~huhu...ya..thx btw...doa2 la teda papa kn.......
bila ko pgi hosp mus? sapa antar?
do pray mus..Tuhan xkan bgi cubaan yg mlebihi kemampuan kita.have faith on that k.jaga kesihatan,makan minum ko..take k.gbu..
Semoga hidup kamu dirahmati
Hidup mesti diteruskan yea dik
(tak bowring pown baca cerita kamu)
~don't feel sad OK :)
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